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in this world where only the movements accompanied by melodius tune creates a pathway for my journey... i twirl around in this mist of cconfusion trying to find the meaning of life, understanding my true self and accepting that beautiful love requires hard work...

stubbornly trying to be true to what i believe in, struggling to stand strong about my principles in life and perhaps, willing to believe in miracles...

welcome to shu ying's life, my life...

qoutes...of the month

"time is merely a way to make you realise how beautiful life is if you take the chance to treasure and enjoy every single second there is..."

"there are always opportunities out there within your grasp...life's challanges and obstacles are not valid excuses not to succeed! strive only for the best!"

"be who you are and never sway..."

hums

mariah carey, christina aguilera, shakira, alicia keys, delta goodrem, sarah connor, ashanti, coco lee, celine dion, utada hikaru, mandy moore, amy mastura...

lee lessack, billy gilman, ronan keating, shayne ward, nelly...

backstreet boys, secondhand serenade, boyzone...

richard clayderman, jim brickman, vanessa mae...

tunes absolutely stuck in my mind

almost here, drowning, heaven, graduation (friends forever), magic words, music is the key, nobody else comes close, no promises, someday we'll know, that's my goal, your call...

totally engrossed in

robin cook, john grisham, the hobbit, lord of the rings, enid blyton, tintin, sophie kinsella, eoin colfer, jonathan stroud...

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annick goutal petite cherie edp/edt set
katherine hamnett chrono watch
victorianox chrono watch
backpack round the world

fellow dancers

brenda
yong le
jo

spin around

brenda starr
luann
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

I AM DAMN FRUSTRATED!!! whatever happens to all the good lecturers? and how on earth does one ACTUALLY qualifies to become a doctor? *no offense though to those who work their ass off for it and does actually qualify themselves and to be dedicated enough in their respective fields...kudos to you!

i mean how can you even wake up each day with a doctorate background and don't have the slightest idea what the hell you are talking about each day and can't even explain the facts properly? not to mention pronounce anything correctly...seriously, if i were to make recordings of the lecture (which perhaps i will, one of these days...when i'm not sleeping in class...whoops) and just listen to the lecture i would get negative marks!!! and no, i'm not exaggerating at all...i'll attach the lecture notes one of these days...argh!!! i'm supposed to be studying right now but i can't make head or tail of the notes and the sentences can be interpreted in both the positive and negative way...in the medical field, even the slightest error can cause a patient's life...maybe that's why they chose to become lecturers and not actual doctors...one really wonders how they managed to obtain their phDs...

i am currently calming myself now with classical music and then will try again to make sense of the absolutely nonsensical notes...

and feeling painful everytime i cough (it feels as though someone is scratching my throat as the wind passes through, out of my pharynx) with a slightly high temperature ain't helping my mood either...

***i guess most of the month's blog's just gonna be filled with my utter frustration...hopefully i can manage to squeeze in a couple of nice pleasing stories...it would certainly brighten up my day...***

***current update: clinical biochemistry has 7 "short essay questions" and goodness knows how many MCQs...***

***microbiology scheduled on next tuesday has been postponed to the monday, the week after...boy, am i glad! btw, this lecturer is one of the best i had...certain and confident***

***oh, and i've lost count on how saturated i am with vitamin Cs and water***

***i've also tried gargling with salt water and "breathing exercises"***

***any other suggestions???***



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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

who says there is no such thingy as catching-up on lost sleep? believe me, there is! i slept for half a day yesterday and nearly missed my class today morning at 10am! so much for spending time studying my clinical biochemistry...and i'm never in the best mood if i was rudely awaken or even if i have to drag myself out of bed...to top it all, i think i'm not in the best of health...gobbled up 2000mg of vitamin C and 5 hacks already and goodness knows how many glasses of water (lolz those who know me well would be amazed by this fact and to those who barely know me, i barely even drink a glass of water on normal days unless it's my amah asking me too)

but besides the horrid mood, it did improve at some point of the day...or at least it did for like a few minutes...i had my unscheduled and impromtu piano lesson today...was supposed to be there to ask to re-reschedule my replacement class only to find out that i could replace it at 1230 before my next class...while waiting for my class, i took the initiative to hi-light my notes only (not study, mind you) only to be annoyed by my music teacher chanting that i would be sick and left some hilighted and pencil marks on MY NOTES (!!!) until i shooed him away!

then, 1230 came...since my music teacher was still engrossed with her student, i took the opportunity to bang some mindless out of beat beats on the drum...lolz it was fun! *grin* then, it was time, and since i came unprepared and without my scores, my piano teacher took advantage of the situtation, i had a grueling but fun (i can't believe i typed this out) time playing.......scales! all sorts of scales, white key scales (which was b-o-r-i-n-g *yawn*), arpeggios, broken chords, three-key thingy and the other thingy...she had me puzzled for awhile, i was staring at her when she started mentioning all these alien words to me until she showed me what it was! i did had fun though, tangling up my fingers and figuring out which fingers goes to which key...she knew i dislike scales, i mean, who doesn't??!? it's scales!!!! don't get me wrong, it's fun exploring it once in awhile but hey, i'm not going to take my piano exam anytime soon...i could swear she was trying to test my mental skills, whether i was able to recall something i've played like...let's see...9 years ago!!! schiesse! that's long! lolz

i think i'm going to saturate myself more with vitamin C today...hope it works...

*crossing my fingers, heart and whatever that can be crossed...neeeed desperately to get better in time for my exam... =P*

**i think my mood has improved...slightly...going to engross myself in eoin colfer's artemis fowl and the opal deception for awhile before "embracing" "hell"...**


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Monday, February 26, 2007


ahhh! finally, i've reached modern civilisation...lolz...okay, latest update, i sooo totally screwed up my endocrinology test last two weeks ago and it was an open book test!!! and believe me, open book test ain't that easy, especially if you have absolutely not the faintest idea where to look!!! plus, how on earth are we suppose to answer 13 "short essay" questions in, like, an hour? seriously, sometimes i think the lecturers feel that we have bionic hands...i have my clinical biochemistry mid-term exam this thurs and apparently, yes apparently only because NO ONE can confirm anything, one lecturer is setting 3 "short essay" questions, 1 of it is a case study, another one supposedly setting ANOTHER 3 "short essay" questions with 1 case study as well but latest info is that it was all changed to MCQs with negative marking system (awfully puzzled but frankly, i think i prefer the supposedly short essay questions) which i doubt there will be only 3 MCQs only, and another is setting 5 "short essay" questions...all in ONE HOUR!!! so, let's see if all these have not failed to tangled up the wires in my head, that's a total of 11 "short essay" questions!!! oh and if you are wondering why i'm typing one lecturer here and another lecturer there, no, i'm not insane yet...braise (sorry, brace) yourself, i have a total of FIVE lecturers for this subject... it's muddling...the only reason i could think of (the only good reason against a zillion horrid reasons) is that they are placing each lecturer whom are specialised in their own specific fields so that we get the best among the best...talking about exams, i'd better get back to my world full of confusion and baffling notes...i'll try to write as often as i can now...looks like i no longer have any excuses not to blog anymore... :P actually i do...check out my indubitably insane schedule below...

a view of my march calender:
1 march : clinical biochem
3 march : management principle
6 march : microbiology
7 march : endocrinology
9 march : management principle ass
16 march : principles of nutrition
: microbiology ass
22 march : pendidikan moral (yes, i'm "politely" obliged to take it)
28 march : endocrinology (again!)

april
5 april : clinical biochemistry (again)
9 april : clinical biochemistry dry lab test

plus a 9am-5pm (except on thurs 9am-6pm) daily time table!!!

*flush!* there goes my social life!
*** the photo was taken in hilton, kl last friday after my lovely time spent in the swimming pool and steam room (my version of heaven plus relaxation), spent a day there and then, went to le meridian only to be sooo thoroughly disappointed that i didn't bother staying over any longer...hilton's the best so far for this year... =) and during my stay, i found my favourite perfume haven, annick goutal!!!***

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